I would never complain about the set up of my life at the moment, including, and especially my busy work schedule. Though it has been getting a bit frustrating because Im starting to find myself struggling to juggle working hard and spending quality time with Elle belle.
You have no idea how heart breaking it is that during the rare times I am at home with her, it’s impossible for her not to get cranky whenever her nanny would leave her even when I’m already there! Sometimes I would think that maybe she doesn’t even know Im her mommy. Or worse, it’s like she doesn’t even know me at all. Of course I cannot accept that. Which is why I am so thankful that over the weekend, I got the chance to play and bond with her for a great amount of time. Although, now we have another problem—She won’t let me leave her sight!! [Not complaining ;)]
Tomorrow is the start of yet again, a busy week, or two. I am more than happy I got to be with my Elle belle again.