I can’t possibly expect my life to get any better than this. I’ve somehow forgotten about all those moments of fear and sorrow. Wherein I thought that because of one decision, I would never get anywhere in anything anymore.
BUT, things dont go that way when you try your best to be brave and stand back up after every fall, and most of all do what you know is right. So now, I am back on my feet again, continuing to do what Ive always loved to do, and it’s, staying in the business I am most passionate about. Only this time, I am more serious than I ever was before, I work harder than I ever thought I would be willing to. All of my heart and soul is put in it, no matter what. I strive to be even better. Most of all, I have my Elle belle to keep me going. I have her to keep reminding me why I want to do this. Why there’s no reason for me to fail anymore. I have Elle belle to make me feel like every difficult task I have to take on will be easy peezy because Im doing it all for her. =)
Sometimes, things get really hard because I have to be away from her more often than not. But I know that everything will pay off eventually. Because everything I do is for her. Ill never forget to treasure the times I have her with me on set, because I know that I can only get busier than this.